I miss those times where I did my work because I was soooo into it.
Put all my efforts and commitment to it and never felt like it was a burden.
I miss those moments where I enjoyed doing every single task given to me.
Even when my teammates didn't give a fuck about doing it, I did not care much.
I just kept doing my best and get things done because I wanted the result to be perfect. Even before I started doing it, I have already imagined what the outcome that it was going to be.
But now, everything seems so different.
I got things done just because it needs to be done.
Not because I really wanna see the outcome.
I got my job done because there's a deadline.
There is nothing more that I expect.
Choreographed and lack of passion.
Somebody told me, I just need to love what I'm doing now, no matter how much I hate it.
Tapi, cinta tak boleh dipaksa tau.
In this situation I am in now, I can't seem to love what I do.
I just wanna start doing what I love.
I want to bring back my passion.